THE HORROR OF MY: LIFE NICHO YOUNG
19/3/2021
THE FIRST HORROR BOOK I REMBER READING I recall reading Jurassic Park on a family trip across the country when I was about 12 years old. The funny thing is I was very squeamish about some of the bits in the book (still am when it comes to real life…or descriptions/visuals of anything to do with finger/toe nails and teeth) that described the gore when the dinosaurs attacked people. And I was the kid who was afraid of everything, so the fact that I made it through that novel and went on to love the genre of horror is quite the wonder. THE FIRST HORROR FILM I REMEMBER WATCHING Jurassic Park came out when I was 11 years old. And I distinctly remember my older brother going to see the movie and coming home and telling my parents that I shouldn’t see it because it would “give him nightmares”. For a long time during its theater run I was refused the opportunity to see it until one night when a large group of friends and their parents were going to the Drive-In to see the movie and I begged my parents to let me go, and they did, and I instantly fell in love with the movie. It has been my favorite movie since I was 11. However, if variety is what is wanted here, I would say the fist (non-traditional) horror movie I remember watching was The Ghost and the Darkness with Val Kilmer and Michael Douglas. When you are a teenager who hasn’t been exposed to much regarding horror, lions stalking humans and ripping them apart is fairly horrific. It was also the first Rated R movie I was allowed to see in theaters. THE GREATEST HORROR BOOKOF ALL TIME I can already tell this set of questions is like exploding a can of worms. This is a really difficult question to answer, because there are so many different aspects within the horror genre that stand out to me (originality, sheer terror, subtlety, shock value, atmosphere, etc.) and either add or subtract value within the story. I will have to take this one on strictly based on the re-readability factor and excluding the aforementioned (multiple times already) Jurassic Park. It by Stephen King definitely pops to the top of the list, but then I start to think of the lesser known horror novels I have read and I find myself thinking about The Ruins by Scott Smith and Relic by Douglas Preston & Lincoln Child. I didn’t read It until a couple years ago and it absolutely fascinated me. The world King created and the depth of the detail within the story held me captive. I am actually reading that one again right now. The Ruins was one of my first forays into truly uncomfortable horror literature. The amount of squirmy feelings I had reading that book hasn’t been matched yet. And the universe Preston & Child began with Relic was so fun and exciting. I need to read through all the Pendergast novels that they have written, but Relic has definitely stuck with me over the years. And we need a proper film version at some point. THE GREATEST HORROR FILM OF ALL TIME Gingernuts asking the difficult questions. Yeesh. I am going to weasel my way around on this one and talk about different horror films that I consider in top form for what they did, because there has been so much brilliance in the field, just as there has been in the novel category. Rosemary’s Baby – Since I didn’t become a fan of horror until I was in my late teens/early twenties, I hadn’t watched many movies within the genre and thought the level of menace and shock value grew over time. Until I saw Rosemary’s Baby. That film was so unnerving and sadistic. That movie opened my eyes to the vicious nature of a lot of films from the ‘70s and ‘80s. Saw – When I went to the theater and watched this movie, I walked away in awe at how absolutely clever it was. The concept behind it, the twists and turns, and of course Cary Elwes is always fun to watch. The Blair Witch Project – I remember when this movie came out and everyone was convinced it was real footage that had been found…until the day I went to see the movie and it was spoiled that it was fictional tale set up as found footage. I was still thoroughly engaged and horrified at the film, but I remember the wave of fear that rippled through the country when it was believed to be actual footage. That movie pioneered the art form and, while many films get the concept so wrong, there have been some amazing films made using the technique, including Rec and Searching. The Conjuring – I am not going to lie: I was a grown ass man when I saw this movie and I was so grateful when I got back to my house at night when I lived alone, only to remember that my sister and brother-in-law were staying at the house for a few nights. The clapping hide-and-seek game sent chills down my spine. I honestly don’t know how I slept that night. Jaws – The creature feature to begin all creature features. Not only is it terrifying due to the fact that there are really sharks that really randomly attack humans in the real ocean, but the human level of that story make you care for all the characters who are put in danger. A brilliant piece of filmmaking that is still fantastic to watch to this day. THE GREATEST WRITER OF ALL TIME Stephen King. I don’t know of any other prolific author with as many published works in as many genres as King. He has dabbled in so many ideas that it is difficult to not recognize him as one of the best authors of all time. I put him there, because of the ability to read the stories he has written again and again. He has definitely inspired me in my writing, and I am always excited when I find out a new book of his is coming out Honorable Mentions: Michael Crichton was my introduction to fictional tales that weren’t Lord of the Rings or Chronicles of Narnia and I devoured so many of his books growing up. Wm. Paul Young, not just because he is my dad, but also because of the worldwide impact his book The Shack has had. A publishing company was created to publish that book and it has since skyrocketed onto the top 100 sold books of all time. That’s pretty amazing. Douglas Preston & Lincoln Child introduced me to the concept of a universe continuing over the course of many books, and Agent Pendergast is still one of my favorite fictional characters of all time. Tana French’s writing is sublime. Her ability to impact the reader with her stories is phenomenal, and her insights into human nature are fascinating. Orson Scott Card is another author that slips into the subconscious of the reader and lingers there for a long while. His world building is so intricate and introspective. Pierce Brown, in my humble opinion, took the concept that Suzanne Collins utilized and exponentially improved on it. I enjoyed the Hunger Games books, but I felt like I was much more invested in the Red Rising series. THE BEST BOOK COVER OF ALL TIME This is truly a difficult one, because book covers change over time as new editions and versions of a book releases. A book cover definitely goes a long way in piquing my interest (don’t judge a book, yeah yeah). But I am going to have to say The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams. The cover tells you what kind of a tale you are in for without giving anything away. It is sublimely beautiful. THE BEST FILM POSTER OF ALL TIME Another one where there are so many versions of movie posters that it makes it difficult to claim a Best. First off, I am removing all ensemble movie posters (Avengers Films, Fast and Furious films, etc.) because there is literally no nuance to them; they are simply announcing who to expect in the film. I am a big fan of the minimalist movie posters that have become popular over the last ten years or so. Original film poster? I would have to go with either the poster for Airplane! or The Dark Knight Rises. The pretzeled plane is simply comedy in itself, and the Batman logo in the skyline of the city is pure brilliance. THE BEST BOOK / FILM I HAVE WRITTEN Well, since the only one I have written in its entirety so far is Grim Fate I would have to say that one. I honestly feel that it is a twisted take on the horror genre. I don’t think anyone who reads it expects where I take it. One person told me they expected it to be just a horror novel where there was no investment in the characters, because they were just going to die anyway, but they were surprised to find it much more introspective. That was a huge compliment. THE WORST BOOK / FILM I HAVE WRITTEN There is a whole list of unfinished stinkers in my arsenal (most of which have been lost over the years…weird how that happens). I have a couple I want to rework and try again with, but many times I look back at stories I started to write, and I cringe. Ridiculous concepts, poor execution, lack on inspiration, and a plethora of other issues. THE MOST UNDERRATED FILM OF ALL TIME The Frighteners hands down. It is a criminally underrated Peter Jackson Horror/Comedy with Michael J. Fox. It is a brilliant bit of storytelling. I mean, I am extremely envious that I didn’t come up with the concept of a paranormal investigator who works with the ghosts to make money. The concept is phenomenal and there are pieces of the film that are truly (pardon the pun) frightening. One second you are laughing, and the next moment all your muscles are tightening because you know some shit is about to go down. Wonderful film. THE MOST UNDERRATED BOOK OF ALL TIME Sphere by Michael Crichton. I know they made a movie about it, but the book is so much more subtle and horrifying and I think the movie didn’t do the book justice, and because of that it wasn’t as successful of a book as it really should be. It is such a claustrophobic tale, and really gets the heart rate going. I would say it is almost a horror version of 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea. THE MOST UNDERRATED AUTHOR OF ALL TIME Tana French. I know there are definitely people who know about her, but I feel like, especially in the US, her powerhouse presence is not as well known as it should be. The psychological aspects and twists and turns in her novels are things of beauty. She builds her stories so wonderfully, and her characters are excellent. THE BOOK / FILM THAT SACRED ME THE MOST The Conjuring takes this prize. Where most films rely on false jump scares to build tension, everything that is happening in this movie actually has a payoff. And when those creepy hands came out of the wardrobe, I believe I actually tried to crawl into the seat I was sitting in, because it was such a terrifying concept. They built the fear and unease so expertly, showing the audience what was right in front of the characters’ faces without letting the characters in on the terror of it all. THE BOOK / FILM I AM WORKING ON NEXT I am working on my second novel right now that deals a lot with psychology. The concept of what if this is really what it appears to be instead of just existing in my head. It centers around a Detective duo from a small town who begin investigating a seemingly cannibalistic cult who have started taking victims and leaving them eviscerated near the forest. But, of course, things aren’t always as they appear, and one of the Detectives ends up much deeper in the conspiracy than he could have imagined. I hope to publish it in October of 2021. Nicho Young grew up in the Pacific Northwest and currently resides in the state of Washington with his wife and 3 (soon-to-be 4) children. When he is not writing he can be found playing with his kids, live streaming online, and watching shows and movies with his wife. Writing has always been a passion of his and he is excited to be able to share his storytelling with the world. Grim Fate is his debut novel, and he plans on continuing to write and bring stories to everyone for decades to come. WEBSITE LINKS Amazon Author Page: https://www.amazon.com/kindle-dbs/entity/author/B08NZ3HT6Y?_encoding=UTF8&node=618073011&offset=0&pageSize=12&searchAlias=stripbooks&sort=author-sidecar-rank&page=1&langFilter=default#formatSelectorHeader Grim Fate Amazon Page: https://www.amazon.com/Grim-Fate-Nicho-Young/dp/B08KYWB5PY/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=grim+fate&qid=1606247113&sr=8-2 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/NichoYoungAuthor Marcus Grimm is a paranormal investigator who has made a living determining if supernatural events are occurring. Although he has a special intuition and connection to the Otherworld, he remains a skeptic, which allows him to figure out if there is a genuine event or if a family is trying to get their fifteen minutes of fame. When Marcus meets John Billings and his children at their house, he has a sense that the events John describes are very real. As Marcus explores the house for signs of supernatural activity he not only learns more about himself, but uncovers truths that will change his life forever. And he discovers that sometimes accepting invitations can have dire consequences. It has recently come to our attention that author and publisher Tabatha Stirling, who has published a small number of articles on this site promoting her own work and that of her publishing house has been alleged to have substantial links to far-right political group Patriotic Alternative, including producing streamed audio material, artwork, and written articles. Details of these allegations can be found here, and the Evening Standard has also recently picked up the story here. The first time we became aware of this story was 16th March.
The Ginger Nuts Of Horror prides itself on providing a space and platform for creators and fans of horror that is fully inclusive and welcoming to all people, regardless of background. We abhor prejudice and hatred, and will never knowingly provide a platform for people who hold such views. Effective immediately, all content relating to Tabatha Stiriling has been removed from the site. We will not publish any further material from this individual or publisher moving forward. We deeply apologise to anybody upset or hurt by this individual, or their actions. The Ginger Nuts Of Horror remains committed to providing a space that reflects the amazing diversity of the genre we love, and a site that stands with marginalised communities and against oppression. The Fens, August 1943. Forced to seek medical attention, Corporal Ray Ward and his squad are warmly welcomed at Sinclair House, a rehabilitation unit dealing with solders suffering from shell-shock. But Sinclair House isn’t what it appears to be. Out in the orchards, blood-chilling screams can be heard from the locked Nissen huts and the sheer volume of armed, clearly agitated military personnel around the property seems excessive. Ward and his men know something very wrong is happening at this isolated country estate and soon find themselves caught up in the middle of terrifying events… Exclusive Extract:There was an angry shout from the Nissen huts and something else, a sound like a crowd at a football match. Robin pushed away from the coop and its potential eggs, aiming for the bush. “Stop!” someone yelled and he froze, his heart thudding in his chest and wrists. What would he say, what could he say? This was the cane, for sure and probably a proper leathering from Dad too. “I said stop!” yelled the same voice. Robin hadn’t moved, which meant he hadn’t been seen so he quickly pushed himself back. A single shot was fired, which filled the night with sound and made the silence that followed it even noisier. Nobody moved on the gravel but he could hear someone running, the heavy thud of their step indicating they were moving fast. A shape came towards him from the orchard, arms flailing as if trying to keep balance. “I said stop!” yelled the voice, “or I’ll fire.” The runner kept moving and the guns responded. There were several single shots, probably from Lee Enfield number fours. Robin knew his guns, he knew what they sounded like and prided himself on his knowledge. The Sten guns rattled into life. Several 9mm bullets thudded into the wall behind Robin, showering him with stone dust. He flinched, covered his face. The runner bumped his leg against the side of the chicken run, the limb flicking out at an odd angle and cartwheeling the man across the lawn. More bullets hit the lawn, ripping holes into the grass. Robin was three feet away from the bush and, it seemed, still in the firing line. Mark West lives in Northamptonshire with his wife Alison and their son Matthew. Since discovering the small press in 1998 he has published over eighty short stories, two novels, a novelette, a chapbook, two collections and six novellas (one of which, Drive, was nominated for a British Fantasy Award). He has more short stories forthcoming and is currently working on a crime/thriller novel. Away from writing, he enjoys reading, walking, watching films and playing Dudeball with his son. He can be contacted through his website at www.markwest.org.uk and is also on Twitter as @MarkEWest Universal book link - https://books2read.com/theexercisemarkwest Out of the Darkness collects together brand new stories by Jenn Ashworth, Alison Moore, Nicholas Royle, Laura Mauro, Aliya Whiteley, Tim Major, Simon Bestwick, Eugen Bacon, Gary Budden and many more. They all deal with mental health in some way, and many are written by people who have first-hand experience of the challenges mental illness can present. They tackle the topics of anxiety, depression, obsessive–compulsive disorder and other issues, as well as the pressures mental illness can place on family members and friends – sometimes obliquely, sometimes head-on. At times that can make for challenging reading, but the authors have all actively engaged with the central philosophy of this book: that with support and open discussion, those who are suffering from mental health problems can move out of the darkness and into the light. In addition, all the authors are donating their fees and royalties to Together for Mental Wellbeing. Over the next few weeks we will be highlighting some of the authors involved in this great anthology. Aliya Whiteley on ‘The Chorus’ I’m thrilled to have written a story for Out of the Darkness. Imagine a version of this world where everyone hears music. The music changes according to place, to mood, to experience. It is made up of many voices. They sing wordless songs that comfort you when you feel alone, or cheer you on when life is going well. Now imagine a world where everyone has that inner music but you. Feeling anxiety or depression is such an insular experience, and I wanted to write about it in a way that didn’t become overwhelming to read. It’s so easy to feel trapped, but I wanted to represent that in a way that showed other experiences of life, including the way it feels for people who care for and about sufferers, and yet can’t really understand what those conditions mean. The difficulty of communicating, the sense of imbalance within the relationship, and the need to be continually trying to reconnect: these are the focus of my story ‘The Chorus’. It wasn’t an easy story to write. At first I tried to construct it in the first person, but the emotions soon started to swamp everything, and I was determined that it wouldn’t be a story that makes anyone feel hopeless. The breakthrough came when I switched to the point of view of a non-sufferer, a person with an inner chorus. They can’t really see that their chorus is a tremendous gift; it’s only a fact of life to them. It’s the struggle to understand what it would be to live without a chorus that drives the story. I hope it speaks to people, along with the other stories that make up this important and timely anthology. For more information on Aliya, check out her website here check out ALIYA WHITELEY's books on Amazon hereTim Major on ‘Goodbye, Jonathan Tumbledown’ After a year of successive lockdowns, associated fears of the future and of other people, many difficult months of home-schooling two young children, plus the constant, dull whirlwind of a house perpetually full of chatter and with few quiet, ‘safe’ spaces, I’ve become more conscious of my own mental wellbeing, and sometimes the lack of it. My story ‘Goodbye, Jonathan Tumbledown’ was written before the advent of Covid-19, and I’m a different person now; perhaps nowadays I’d be in a position to centralise the character with mental health issues rather than observe him from a distance. The story is about the risks of ignoring one’s own mental health, and also, perhaps controversially, the idea of mental health problems acting as a fundamental aspect of personality. Our behaviour is informed by many factors, not least the physical makeup of our brains, a knot of synapses that produce seemingly unpredictable impulses. If you could rewire your brain, what effect might that have on your personality, and on the conscious ego that Robert Louis Stevenson called ‘the denizen of the pineal gland’? Would you even be you any longer? Like a lot of my recent fiction, the story is about family, and it’s also about guilt. Given that our brains are responsible not only for our current behaviour, but also our behaviour in the past, to what extent might changing your brain patterns divorce you from your past actions? I don’t think there are any easy answers about the ethical aspects, but exploring the repercussions on the external world, and on the people most affected by those actions, was an important element to me. Many of the details in this story are very personal, and writing it was cathartic. I wouldn’t be the first person to suggest that writing is a form of therapy, and I feel lucky to have this outlet, despite the discomfort of exposure. The year we’ve all lived through will have had untold, though perhaps subtle, effects on our minds, and it will affect our future behaviour in unforeseeable ways. The ripples of this difficult period will spread, and spread, and spread. I’m proud that this anthology supports Together for Mental Wellbeing, an organisation whose work will become more vital than ever in the months and years to come. For more information on Tim Major check out his website here check out tim's books on amazon hereAnna Vaught on ‘Temple’ My story for Out of the Darkness is called ‘Temple’. It is a strange old thing, set in the mid-seventeenth century for one, sweeping into today, spanning two continents, bringing in travel and witchery, not to mention patriarchal society. Here is how it begins: Lovers and madmen have such seething brains, Such shaping fantasies, that apprehend More than cool reason ever comprehends. I travelled. I travelled when I was green and when I was old; a weird and madding creature. In the New World, in a land my people stole, I made something: a temple. And I took it back home again. I mean, the spirit of this brazen place. Without giving too much away, what I am looking at in this story is misunderstanding about what mental illness and mental health problems might be; I am thinking of centuries back but I also explore how they are misunderstood now and note that some people write about mental health challenges as if they were figments of an indulged body and brain. Struggling with any aspect of your mental health, or even falling apart all together, are not weakness. In one of my outings on Facebook recently, I saw someone whom I had supposed had better sense writing about how nowadays we are surrounded by snowflakes, that they certainly did not remember things like anorexia or OCD being around when they were a kid, and we ought to get on with it. You know, like we did in the war. These are misunderstandings and show a startling lack of empathy and knowledge. Mental illness, instability, the collapse of your system because of excess allostatic load, are not new, but always. Go back through time, look at early poems; look at literature from all around the world. Look, too, at the treatment of those who were considered to be ill. Explore what happened in the past to those who were different, eccentric, or in the way. This is an important distinction and one to which I drew attention in my last novel, Saving Lucia, which is about treatments, presumed insanity, hysteria, and the psychiatric institutions – the asylums. At the beginning of the twentieth century, there were over 8,000 women in the Salpêtrière in Paris alone. I ought to tell you about myself if we have not yet met. I lived through long and complex trauma. I had periods of a sadness I could not express in my childhood, when I self-harmed to cope and told no one; I had depression and OCD in my teens and on we went for another twenty years of depression and awful dissociative episodes until – because that is the other thing; the paucity of appropriate care – I got appropriate treatment over an extended period. But I will never be better. Perhaps things would have been different if I had received support when I was first in the thick of it. I shall never know. Still, what happened to me touches many aspects of my life and had I been born in a different time, I might well have packed off. Even so, I have had to listen to my story – why it all happened – assiduously denied, I have been called insane, a weakling, a snowflake, a weirdo. Well, I am a weirdo, but I am also a survivor and I am not afraid of speaking. I am brave too, so you can be a bit braver; so, we sock it to stigma. ‘Temple’ is about a resplendent woman; she is provocative and brave. That does not negate her suffering or that others try to suppress her. But she speaks on. In ‘Temple’, I have deliberately given you an unusual woman. Get to know her and bask a bit in the tricky nuances of the story. She is a deliberate challenge to you. Do you assume her mad? If you do, why and what are our definitions of madness? What are yours? Look into yourself and decide who you say is round the bend. Mental health problems affect one in four people in the UK. It is my worry that, recovering from pandemic trauma, that number is going to grow exponentially. We know that mental health provision is stretched for both young people’s and adults’ services. I am reshaping my teaching, mentoring and writing over the next two years as much as I can so that I can be as responsive and helpful as possible. And I think what Dan Coxon has done here is really important. He has been putting together an anthology which looks at literature – particularly dark literature – as a medium for self-expression, for release and for facing down demons. It is a catharsis and I would argue that, if you face what is in the dark and look at it carefully, embrace its form in language, then it becomes less frightening and a conduit into something that is of the light. The light that is at the heart of that darkness, in fact. Grief, sorrow, stress, illness, the loss of our faculties whether temporary or permanent, are at the heart of life, but if we raise them up in a vibrant and fascinating language, don’t they become less terrible? In my own experience, fear and shame have been bound up with illness and incapacitation. Reading is a release and horror and weird fiction marvellous for me: the stories of the dark places. It was not #uplit that gave me back my life and propelled me forward: it was horror writing. Its expression and my reading of it. I hope that readers feel comforted and less alone by that strange and beautiful paradox which I know Dan will illuminate in this book. And with ‘Temple’, I hope you will like what my protagonist tells you about her life, as you wonder who or what she is or how she is seen before she offers you her hand. You take it tentatively. Because she is a weird; an eldritch woman, prone to flights of imaginative freewheeling and starting genius in all she does. But take her hand, as she says to you, ‘Oh. I was so glad to meet you and wish that you find, in the temple, the home and the hot acceptance for which I know you will have longed. Take my hand now, across the years and into your future and be sure that you are not and were never alone.’ For more information on Anna check out their website here check out anna's books on amazon hererelated articlesA LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS BY DAN COXON Out of the Darkness challenges some of the most exciting voices in horror and dark fantasy to bring their worst fears out into the light. From the black dog of depression to acute anxiety and schizophrenia, these stories prove what fans of horror fiction have long known – that we must understand our demons to overcome them. In the wake of the Covid-19 pandemic, what began as a mental health crisis has rapidly become an unprecedented tsunami. The Centre for Mental Health has estimated that 10 million people will need mental health support in the UK as a direct consequence of Covid-19, with a staggering 1.5 million of those being under eighteen. Edited by Dan Coxon (This Dreaming Isle) and featuring exclusive stories by Alison Moore, Jenn Ashworth, Tim Major and Aliya Whiteley, this collection harnesses the power of fiction to explore and explain the darkest moments in our lives. Horror isn’t just about the chills – it’s also about the healing that comes after. Back the project here https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/unsungstories/out-of-the-darkness-an-anthology-of-horror-and-dark-fantasy A LIGHT IN THE DARKNESS BY DAN COXON
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